it feels weird to come back here after all this time.

but im here now.

i dont think there's any explanation is to why ive become such a person. except that i have.

sometimes you dont find honesty in people, simply because they can't be honest to themselves.

take me for instance, i couldnt be honest to myself. i couldnt be the person i am.

i always wanted more. wanting something different.

i wanted to be anyone but me.

in the end, i lost everything.

maybe the trick to finding someone who would love you for who are are, is first to accept yourself.

look at yourself in the mirror, accept your flaws and love yourself.

cause no one will love or respect you if you dont do that yourself.

but who's going to do that?

i know i wont. yeah.

who am i kidding?

im just as fucked up as everyone else out there.